I think this is one of the many reasons I keep away from people most of the time. I also feel like trying to find a healthy relationship with this sort of mentality isn’t something I’ll be able to find with other people. I’m not trying to completely exorcise that demon because we’re all in hell and it helps to be a little fireproof, but I’m also not trying to wallow in it or rage everywhere all the time and It seems like everywhere I have to turn is all of one or the other.

So, I feel you.