Today’s Writing – Guff

I have an assignment due on Friday which needs me to decide if I’m going to redo my entire code structure and use Renpy instead of Twine and I have a classmate relying on me while I just fail to get work done like a useless piece of shit and people dissolving around me because they’re under huge amounts of stress and it’s making them raw and fragile and all the words about that that could be said sound condescending or harmful or could be taken the wrong way and thoughts about surveillance and privacy and an embarassing anecdote about a sausage roll on the bus that makes me realise I’m hiding my eating patterns from the people around me and a thought on the idea of interconnected webs of friends and being a dam, a barrier, that people can rely on and respect keeping ideas separate from separate sources and none of it can be said because there’s always something making it a bad time and fuck a headache